Free time activity

Hi everyone!, today I am going to talk about one activity that I love. If I am honest, due to personal problems this year, I really has not been very active, even now, it is difficult for me to do any activity, even, over months, I have fought against my inner demons. 
Then, the activity that truly I do constantly is listen to music. Maybe you think that mentioning one activity, it is boring, even to me is a little boring, but, believe me, I really can't do any other activities, overcoat this year has been particularly bad to me.
Well, I listen to music every day, especially at night and when I am alone. The first because I suffer from insomnia, among other things which I will not to tell you. 
The music that I listen sometimes in my room it relax me, although, sometimes it makes me cry, for now, is rarely that make me be happy, to smile, or "good things". This activity has the power to make me feel emotions, discharging repressed feelings.
Basically what I am doing is hear the music that helps me at the moment, and thus it depends on how I felt, what emotions were swimming on my mine, and what of these emotions took my heart and submerges it in a momentary darkness.
I know probably all that I said today it was a little, or too melancholic, but, it will pass.
Stay strong! Bye.